Please stop, leave. Your pain is forbidden. My brain cells like mental soldiers using my pleading thoughts as makeshift barriers trying to barracade my sanity, safe from the malicious army of millions of warriors bearing potent grenades of toxins waiting to deploy hurt onto my fortress of reason and contentedness. Fight as I might with whatever vast number of warriors I have, my efforts will be pointless. Because the invasion will happn. The walls to my kingdom will fall and all that I strive to make myself believe will be vanquished.
(March 24, 2010)